lais_mendes has moved to bangflip


Make the necessary arrangements if you so wish. ♥

THIS JOURNAL IS NO LONGER ACTIVE.

edit: wrong community.

anyway.

*makes a poll for potential new username*




....okay, i hate livejournal. i do everything wrong. dhjkt

OKAY I HAVE A CHOICE BETWEEEEEN:

bangflip

or

glashma.

What one should I pick? Or do you have any other ideas?

i think i'm going to make a new livejournal. i just realized this.

To better fit a new layout, I was going back through all my old posts to edit my tags, getting rid of them and whatnot. And I realized how much I've changed and I don't like the old me...I just made a new fanwork community that I can post everything to, it's not like this LJ matters much anymore, I can copy+paste my interests and profile (which has a new header, by the way~).

10 minutes ago, I was freaking out about which layout to get and I was overthinking everything. I didn't want my layout to make me seem bitchy or cold or whatever, which led me to thinking "hey, stupid, it's the internet, what do you care what people on the internet think anyway." and i just...I really freaked out. I haven't slept much the past two days so my mind is completely wonky.

It would be too much of a hassle to delete all my old entries, this paid account ends in August anyway...I can redo my icons, use that Lelouch moodtheme. I'm starting to join new RPs, writing better, feeling different...

fgjkt I'm going to start over.

It already feels good.

I'M SORRY NEW F-LIST MEMBERS, I THINK I HAVE ONE OR TWO. I'M USUALLY HAPPY AND NOT BITCHY i think. fdjgk >:

*flops on qeepii musebox thing*  every place i go to is dead. qeepii is the only one capable of living and i have to write.

but...

Guys, I can't write.

Someone do something.

*WORKS ON FIc*



ANYONE HAVE ANY DREAMS LAST NIGHT?

I HAVE A NEW AIM.

"huWAH"

ADD ME? :D

No more news on the car. :i

I spent my entire day on Tegaki, mostly on the Japanese site. I saved what must be about 40 MB worth of fanart now. I can upload it if anyone is interested. It's mostly Lelouch but it has some other Geass stuff, Edgeworth, and some Ouran. ♥

Again, if anyone's curiosity was provoked by Ledgeworth, Nicolle and I had a nice little thread over at the musebox today. those interested can go HERE. ...I don't know, it's just my favorite thread now. They never get to relax. Even at the musebox. :c ...and yes, lulu got drunk with kaoru in today's drinking post at KC and they went to Toy 'R' Us. They passed out or something near the bike racks but Ashton and I's plan was to ride the bikes around the store, which would have been epic. Almost, but not quite, as epic as Light and Lelouch songthreading Never Gonna Give You Up. You heard me right. lfdmfo we didn't do it right or something cause it feels bland to me but the concept of it is what makes me so amused.

seriously though today was so boring and i just feel like telling someone. *flops into bed*

Code Geass is going to be the death of me.

*sobs over Turn 13*

Also, I'm going to a Weird Al concert today at 4:30 hey?!

OH RIGHT. ASHTON POSTED MY NAME AND I DIDN'T KNOW AND I'VE BEEN MEANING TO LINK IT UP BUT I NEVER UPDATE SO HERE.

☆ THE LOVE SPARKLE MEME ☆

♡ the 『feel good』 anonymous meme ☆ﾐ

Yeah I gave in. :i

Anyway, I started thinking and I realized that I've been in a bad mood as of late. So if I usually talk to you and I haven't been my usual self, it's nothing personal.

it's not you.

it's me.

hjktjfghjkt

I really do want to talk to you, I just...can't. hjtk I don't know what it is. I really want this pass because I don't want my friendships to be affected by this little spell. I'm already bad at keeping up a conversation and communicating with others in general, so this doesn't help fdghtkj

:(

*cuddles with cat*

:-/

I got so many songs from Regina Spektor and Amy Winehouse today it's not even funny. It's gonna take me like two days to get through all of this. But I love Amy Winehouse even if she fucked up and Regina....just takes me to other places with her voice. Amy had so much potential...

I APPLIED FOR JOSHUA AT KC. I haven't even finished, I'm on the third or fourth day in his turn. He's so much fun to play though. I don't seriously ship Joshua/Neku because Neku/Shiki caught my eye first, but I love, love love their interactions. c: So I kinda ship it.  I ship Beat/Rhyme too. Am I weird for that?

I need to up some TWEWY icons.

I NEED TO FORM A SLEEP SCHEDULE TOO. I'VE BEEN WAKING UP AT 3 PM FOR THE PAST THREE DAYS AND GOING TO BED AT 6 AM. I keep taking Tylenol PM but I don't want to become dependent.

I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING TO TALK ABOUT.

I bought The World Ends With You.

*plays....forever...*

I'm like 45 minutes in but I love it a lot. I play really slow too. I just met Rhyme and Beat.

I can't help thinking that fandom is my reason for automatic love but the MUSIC.  The music is amazing. The title is so pretty too.

Mmm~ *plays all night!*

Anyone else on my f-list a fan?

Or have music tracks from it? I am dying for this music~ ♥

I uploaded this like 2 weeks ago but never made a post?

Not many people on f-list are into Ledgeworth BUT THAT'S OKAY. I know a few of you like my music tastes and that's why I post these anyway. c:

This one isn't chronological or anything, it's just kinda there.


I really fricken like Blue October.

...I just wrote a huge, long tl;dr post about college and not wanting to grow up and it was actually really well written and Firefox and switching between rich text and html and messing with the lj cut that didn't work deleted it. I was going to post this FST as public and the personal one friends-locked, thus two posts, so I copied this one...

I want to cry oh my god. It was so good, guys, like fucking fanfic worthy, and it really helped me vent but I really needed was the advice that should have come after it but now it's all gone. *rubs at eyes*

It's fucking 4:30 in the morning. I give up. I'll rewrite it tomorrow. *sobs*

i fucking love this icon

fuck

*passes out*

oh i just realized i can mix up my mood theme to feature tama and lulu. guess who's smart. :/

1. Reply to this post and I'll assign you a letter.
2. List (and upload, if you feel like it) 5 songs that start with that letter.
3. Post that to your journal with these instructions. 
 
Ashton gave me E. E FOR ERYN, RIGHT.

Blue October ♦ Edge Of Her Skin
Hot Hot Heat ♦ Elevator
Patrick Wolf ♦ Enchanted
The Matches ♦ Eryn Smith
Rilo Kiley ♦ The Execution Of All Things


LMFAO THIS IS MY 150TH POST. 

I'll up them in anyone expresses interest~  UPPED.

AND BECAUSE I'M FEELING MEMEISH.

Give me a fandom and I'll tell you....

01. the first character i fell in love with
02. the character i never expected to love as much as i do now
03. the character everyone else loves that i don't
04. the character i love that everyone else hates
05. the character i would sleep with anytime
06. the character i'd want to be like
07. the character i'd slap
08. favorite overall character
09. three of my favorite characters
10. three of my least favorite characters
11. character i am most like
12. deep dark secret regarding this fandom
13. a pairing that i love
14. a pairing i despise
15. three favorite things about the fandom
16. three least favorite things about the fandom

Call me a conformist and I'll eat every snack food in your house. :i

I definitely have a new layout.

lais_mendes lais_mendes lais_mendes

Complete and total proof that KC has eaten my other fandoms.

It's Lelouch and Kaoru, after a joke with Ashton (WHO ALSO DREW THE BEAUTIFUL ART, OKAY) about the two of them arguing over the hookers' clothes in GTA. Such a gay conversation. It was so beautiful. So we made them hookers, k.

There are even two fics to go along with their little frenemy escapades. I wrote one and Ashton wrote the other. There are here and only tidbits you need to know are that Edgeworth and Lulu are engaged and Zack and Kaoru are married.

ifghfjghkjt oh god lmfao

AND I MIGHT EVEN GET A LELOUCH MOODTHEME. OURAN HAS BEEN EATEN COMPLETELY. *SOBS*

01. Reply to this post (ask for the meme...) and I will pick six of your icons.
02. Make a post and talk about the icons I chose.
03. Other people can then comment to you and make their own posts.
04. This will create a never-ending cycle of icon squee. Whoo!




ASHTON ASKED ME TO DO THIS MEME FOREVER AGO?! lmflamfahjty And now Nicolle just gave me it again so DOUBLE MEME POST. I used my awesome skills I learned in Web Design TO MAKE A TAAAABLE THAT IS REALLY UNEVENNNN, YEAAH. lmfao it fails so much.

WHOO~ I ALREADY MADE MY POST OF THE WEEK, LMAO.

• I've been playing Harvest Moon, Animal Crossing, and Trials and Tribulations a lot lately. Harvest Moon: A Wonderful Life. I FUCKING LOVE THAT GAME. *BREATHES*

• I decided that Larxene would be my munsona at KC. I'm really similar to her aside from her insanity. Cause, uhh...I like people.

• I remember the reason I never post on my personal LJ anymore. Because I'm always on KC, which I already knew, and my life isn't really that interesting?! It's really not. :-/ Seriously, I get out of the house to drive and go to the chiropractor. THAT'S IT. And maybe go on a food run with Jen.


• This food sucks, by the way. *eats a cold fry*

When the Day Met the Night: Edgeworth/Lelouch FST

01. Sometimes - This Day & Age
02. The Other Way - Weezer
03. Maybe Then Someday - Abandoned Pools
04. When the Day Met the Night - Panic! At The Disco (it's a good song guys .-.)
05. Take My Hand - Dido
06. Listen To Your Heart - DHT (lmfao inside joke of sorts)
07. Tonight You Belong To Me - Steve Martin and Bernadette Peters from The Jerk (this is the best quality there is :-/)
08. Let's Give Them Something to Talk About - Bonnie Raitt
09. Everlasting Friend - Blue October
10. Built To Last - Melee
11. Stuttering - Ben's Brother
12. Oh, It Is Love - Hellogoodbye

DL HERE


G-Guys, I am so tired, I... *passes out*

You ever have one of those days where you wish you just could just delete everything and redo it all?

I'm not even depressed or in a bad mood or anything. o_o I just feel like it.

*redoes profile again instead*

.—.

Freshman Saga is going smoothly. Very...very....smoothly. c:

I BOUGHT A 99-CENT BAG OF FLAMING HOT CHEETOS (MY SECOND BAG IN MY ENTIRE LIFE) AND IT'S TAKEN ME 3 HOURS TO EAT IT. I HAVE TO KEEP TAKING BREAKS AND I'M NOT EVEN 3/4 HALF-WAY THROUGH IT. HOW CAN YOU PEOPLE EAT THESE THINGS WITHOUT ANYTHING TO DRINK?! I'VE GONE THROUGH A MEDIUM-SIZED  DRINK, A SLUSHIE, A BIG GLASS OF MILK, AND A BOTTLE OF WATER. NOTHING HELPS.

*...reaches for bag*

:-/

LMFAO HI. SPAM. I WROTE FIC IN UNDER AN HOUR. OH MY GOD WHAT.

Cigarettes & Chocolate Milk...Tea, Rather.
UNBETA'D.
G.
Edgeworth/Lulu~!!





FOR YOU, NICOLLE, BB. YOU'RE WONDERFUL. I LOVE YOU.

Title: The Dirty Glass
Fandom: KC?
Pairing: Yoko/Lulu/Tommy.
Rating: PG-14?
Status: Unbeta'd
Dedication: To Lex and Ashton. ♥
Notes: It hurt writing this, LOL. They broke up. ...Temporarily. 8|
Summary: The image of her smile, previously burned into his mind, nearly made him gag.

So help me, I ship Tommy Donnelly/Lelouch so hard that it hurts. 

If I had one thing to thank Kingdom Crack for, it's that.

I'm making a damn FST for it. :|



Yeah, this is basically an entry for me and Lex to fangirl in. Continue on. :D