i think i'm going to make a new livejournal. i just realized this.

To better fit a new layout, I was going back through all my old posts to edit my tags, getting rid of them and whatnot. And I realized how much I've changed and I don't like the old me...I just made a new fanwork community that I can post everything to, it's not like this LJ matters much anymore, I can copy+paste my interests and profile (which has a new header, by the way~).

10 minutes ago, I was freaking out about which layout to get and I was overthinking everything. I didn't want my layout to make me seem bitchy or cold or whatever, which led me to thinking "hey, stupid, it's the internet, what do you care what people on the internet think anyway." and i just...I really freaked out. I haven't slept much the past two days so my mind is completely wonky.

It would be too much of a hassle to delete all my old entries, this paid account ends in August anyway...I can redo my icons, use that Lelouch moodtheme. I'm starting to join new RPs, writing better, feeling different...

fgjkt I'm going to start over.

It already feels good.

I'M SORRY NEW F-LIST MEMBERS, I THINK I HAVE ONE OR TWO. I'M USUALLY HAPPY AND NOT BITCHY i think. fdjgk >:

edit: wrong community.

anyway.

*makes a poll for potential new username*




....okay, i hate livejournal. i do everything wrong. dhjkt

OKAY I HAVE A CHOICE BETWEEEEEN:

bangflip

or

glashma.

What one should I pick? Or do you have any other ideas?