i think i'm going to make a new livejournal. i just realized this.

To better fit a new layout, I was going back through all my old posts to edit my tags, getting rid of them and whatnot. And I realized how much I've changed and I don't like the old me...I just made a new fanwork community that I can post everything to, it's not like this LJ matters much anymore, I can copy+paste my interests and profile (which has a new header, by the way~).

10 minutes ago, I was freaking out about which layout to get and I was overthinking everything. I didn't want my layout to make me seem bitchy or cold or whatever, which led me to thinking "hey, stupid, it's the internet, what do you care what people on the internet think anyway." and i just...I really freaked out. I haven't slept much the past two days so my mind is completely wonky.

It would be too much of a hassle to delete all my old entries, this paid account ends in August anyway...I can redo my icons, use that Lelouch moodtheme. I'm starting to join new RPs, writing better, feeling different...

fgjkt I'm going to start over.

It already feels good.

I'M SORRY NEW F-LIST MEMBERS, I THINK I HAVE ONE OR TWO. I'M USUALLY HAPPY AND NOT BITCHY i think. fdjgk >:

*flops on qeepii musebox thing*  every place i go to is dead. qeepii is the only one capable of living and i have to write.

but...

Guys, I can't write.

Someone do something.

*WORKS ON FIc*



ANYONE HAVE ANY DREAMS LAST NIGHT?

Code Geass is going to be the death of me.

*sobs over Turn 13*

Also, I'm going to a Weird Al concert today at 4:30 hey?!

OH RIGHT. ASHTON POSTED MY NAME AND I DIDN'T KNOW AND I'VE BEEN MEANING TO LINK IT UP BUT I NEVER UPDATE SO HERE.

☆ THE LOVE SPARKLE MEME ☆

You ever have one of those days where you wish you just could just delete everything and redo it all?

I'm not even depressed or in a bad mood or anything. o_o I just feel like it.

*redoes profile again instead*

.—.

Freshman Saga is going smoothly. Very...very....smoothly. c:

I BOUGHT A 99-CENT BAG OF FLAMING HOT CHEETOS (MY SECOND BAG IN MY ENTIRE LIFE) AND IT'S TAKEN ME 3 HOURS TO EAT IT. I HAVE TO KEEP TAKING BREAKS AND I'M NOT EVEN 3/4 HALF-WAY THROUGH IT. HOW CAN YOU PEOPLE EAT THESE THINGS WITHOUT ANYTHING TO DRINK?! I'VE GONE THROUGH A MEDIUM-SIZED  DRINK, A SLUSHIE, A BIG GLASS OF MILK, AND A BOTTLE OF WATER. NOTHING HELPS.

*...reaches for bag*

:-/